You can’t find the worst in the bad because it’s lurking in deception

Running away is heavily against my value system. I’m almost amoral and there are very few things that I can’t find a loophole in for my understanding to reject it wholeheartedly. Many people who are not unfortunate enough to identify contrasts would claim that evil lies in blatant harm and danger. These guys who kill mercilessly, these businessmen who take greedily, these government officials who lie shamelessly, these nobodies who rape helpless and vulnerable children, men and women, you know the drill. You have to have a physical evidence of harm for them to sympathize. You have to be bruised, wounded and bleeding. Your material possessions wiped out, your clothes tattered, your stomach growling for harm to be considered harm.

If people have an ounce of perceptiveness in them at all, will it even cross their heads that these “bad” people are actually offering them a gift? AN IDENTIFIABLE CONTRAST. The knowledge of what’s wrong. The wisdom of “What I do not want in my life” RETRIBUTION. Karma clearing. What’s sad though is the fact that we don’t know what to do next after this. We escape, we run away. Divert our attention on better things. Look at the silver lining. The rainbow after the rain. We are a society whose biggest defense mechanisms are repression and suppression. We dish out our forgiveness to earn a badge to appease WHO KNOWS WHO and WHO KNOWS WHAT. Peace of mind? If only we adapt the norm of asking “why”, why do we suffer really? Why does this keep on happening? What should be done instead? I don’t understand, this place is hella ineffective and inefficient. It’s chaotic, it’s infantile, it’s dumb. They have the ability to use ten billion dollar words but wow, how can it be this dumb to the most obvious is beyond me.